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Tuesday, 16 December 2008


  • In My Arms - Plumb

    Your baby blues, so full of wonder
    Your curly cues, your contagious smile
    And as I watch, you start to grow up
    All I can do is hold you tight

    Knowing clouds will rage in
    Storms will race in
    But you will be safe in my arms
    Rains will pour down
    Waves will crash around
    But you will be safe in my arms

    Storybooks
    Are full of fairy tales
    Of kings and queens
    And the bluest skies
    My heart is torn just in knowing
    You'll someday see
    The truth from lies

    When the clouds will rage in
    Storms will race in
    But you will be safe in my arms
    Rains will pour down
    Waves will crash around
    But you will be safe in my arms

    Castles they might crumble
    Dreams may not come true
    You are never all alone
    Cause I will always, always love you

    Hey I
    Hey I
    Will love

    Clouds will rage in
    Storms will race in
    But you will be safe in my arms
    Rains will pour down
    Waves will crash around
    But you will be safe in my arms

    In my arms

Monday, 15 December 2008

  • I was kind of pissed off and annoyed at my mother, so I yelled at her, and then my father yelled at my mother for yelling back at me. So basically, and in simpler...broken down terms, I feel bad for my mother. Haha. But she gets a bit unreasonable at times. Okay...anyways, it all stemmed from me coming home "late" which is coming home AFTER DINNER for her. Then she had some issues with my allowance. And then she says I shouldn't go out any more often. She wants me to stay home, detach myself from my social circle, start dining at home and chill out in a cave. That's what my brothers do. She thinks that I am like them and I do not have a social life and that I do not spend money and blah blah blah...well...NO!!! I don't see how this is a new revelation to her, but WTF?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!? I like the air outside and I like the people outside and I like the buildings and malls outside. I DON'T LIKE TO STAY FUCKING INDOORS. Wtf, I will show you what is late ok damn it.

    She is always comparing me with my brothers.

    1. Because I actually USE the cellphone that I have, I chock up a bill of about $60 max. a month while my brothers' bills come in at 20 odd dollars. So...this is not good. I am spending too much.

    2. Because I actually GO OUT at least 3 times a week to breathe the outside air, I want to have clothes to wear. So I buy a few tops, eg. 3 this week. My brothers, on the other hand, make their appearance in the outside world a bit less frequent, say, once a week or a fortnight? They get perhaps 3 tops in 3 months. So...this is not good. I am spending wayyy too much.

    3. Because I enjoy the variety in my appetite, I like to dine outside and not eat the same ol' same ol' shit at home. BUT THIS IS WRONG! BECAUSE MY FAMILY HAS BREAKFAST/LUNCH/DINNER AT HOME, SO HAVING A $2.95 BURGER AT BK IS SERIOUSLY FROWNED UPON BY MY xxxxxx!!!

    And. If you buy a DINING TABLE, obviously you should have your dinner at the table right? Wtf is the point of getting a DINING table and having your meals on the couch?!

    So full of angst.

    Am trying not to reply my mom because I want to tear someone's head out now...this post wasn't supposed to end like a rant, but I guess it did. Haha.
  • Currently
    Lucky
    By Nada Surf
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    Financial crisis

    I have never felt this close to desperate in my 16 years (lol finally) of life, but...I am penniless.

    But wait, here's the real problem: I can't ask my parents for money. Because 1. I recently squandered a weirdly large amount during the trip to the US. Hm...which doesn't mathematically sum up, but anyways... 2. Me: "I need $ to buy a __________" Mom: "AGAIN!?" *nags kyak kyak kyak kyak kyak* 3. I really don't want to use their money...

    Yesterday I took the $20 I was supposed to use to top-up my ez-link card to buy a lot of food and a jigsaw puzzle. Oh yes, since we're here at the jigsaw puzzle...I just want to tell you that...IT WAS A GODDAMN, UTTER WASTE OF MONEY!!! I took less than 20 minutes to piece it all together and it was such a tiny little thing. Sigh.

    Ok...a few more things. On Tuesday I will be going iceskating = $$$. On Wednesday I will shopping with Lingyi = $$$. On Thursday I guess we're watching Twilight..? = $$$.







    And why must it rain every day.................................

Tuesday, 18 November 2008

  • FF is ticking my LAST NERVE

    Dad: Are you going inside (bathroom)?
    Me: Yes. Why?
    Dad: Oh, I wanted to do some Sudoku.
    Me: .............in the toilet?
    Dad: Well (matter-of-factly)...that's where the inspiration comes from...

    Me: I'm going to Gina's house tomorrow to do my hair.
    Mom: You're staying over?
    Me: (getting out of car)
    Mom: Okay, so remember to bring your pajamas!

    LOL (haha! I finally got to use this)

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